truth.

you know how much i wish you would just not act like this, just be here for me and hug me while you're telling me that you miss me. but you don't, and why? because you don't even realize how much you're hurting me, and well if than you might not care about me enough. i was you're little angel before, don't you remember? well i guess you don't. cause you care just too less about me and that's the truth. you know it, i know it we just both know! ... i wish you could just be here, even we don't come along the last time but i miss you and i wanna be here with you but you ? what are you doing with me? can you tell me, what's happened with us? i really don't know! trust me, i gave my best to make you understand me,  i told you so many time but you just dont get it! and thats the truth! i swear im tired of you and me doing this shit all the time.

i cant deal with this anymore, i miss you but i dont wanna see you cause it hurts too much :/

peace out x