same shit

i can't believe this is happening again. omg how stupid am i. believing you, i trusted you and thought you're different now? but you're not. and why? i don't get it huh.. why are you always fighting for me, always telling me you're gonna change, you're just stressed at the time, busy with this and that? and i was always so fucking stupid believing you. but i can't do this anymore, you're hurting me again and again and it just won't stop but i need this to stop. and i think i have to delete you out from my life, and maybe you'll see what i did for you. i mean, i was always there always calling, texting you. nomatter what i just been here for you but you don't care, you never do and why?

. .. because truth is there are so many people in youre life which are more important than I could ever be! and i hate that, it's actually killing me. Why? Why? and Why? ha? . .. you don't even know how you're hurting me. cause you became fucking selfish and don't care about me anymore that's the thing! i miss you, yes after all this still? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?? WHY AM I STUPID LIKE THIS? i can't look in the mirror anymore, i hate myself so much for always puting me up to this. and i don't learn it, i do it again and again. it's like it gives me a kick to get disappointed from you. .. i wish you would just understand what you're doing to me! cause i'm so fucked up and you? what is with you? . .. are you happy? laughing what ru feelin now? i know ur happy, not thinking about me! 

. .. and it's fine cause i don't expect anything from you. let's just stay like this and imma move on without you!

thanks for fucking my life. 

peaceout x