sometimes when you ignore me and don't tell me what's on your mind i actually wonder if you even care about me, cause the last time you don't even show me a little love, i can't always run after you and be your little sweet girl, i really cant you know i always tried and i gave my best but it's so hard and you don't understand it. you just think it's so easy with us always, but guess what it isn't i'm ruining myself just to make you happy and you know what, even i would break down on this, you wouldnt even realize cause for you it's always good, everything! It's just not cause you dont understand my point. you make me feel more worse from time to time, but never realize what i really feel, to you it's always getting better and better right? but it's getting more worse like i said! i wish you would understand what all this is about, all these nights we're fighting and screaming at each other!
i love you more than my own life, and i would die for you, seriously! but you wouldn't. well you tell me you love me and i mean a lot to you but why can't i trust you anymore and tell you that i love you? because youre always hurting me with anything you do! even i love you so much i hate you even more for making me go thru all this, and you never stop making me cry. if you would jus understand what im doing for you, and to see, hear you! trust me you wouldnt be that way to me anymore, but you are and you will never understand and thats our problem.
i guess i will die one day by this hurt, and it won't go away till you understand. ...
peace out x
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